So, I had pretty much decided I wasn't going to post today. See, my blog is supposed to be mostly for my real writing.. not that you all mind me posting a bunch of random crap (actually you seem to be enjoying that more.. hm), but whatever. Right?
I wanted to post something really awesome. Cause I feel like my blog kind of sucks lately. Like I'm just pulling stuff out of my ass and throwing it up there.. and what comes out of your ass? Shit. Yep, that's right.
I thought about posting today about the whole 'ChurchPunk' thing.. People ask me now and then about my 'name' and what it means and how can I be Christian and be a punk and all that crap.. But I just can't seem to sort it out and get it written. Know what I mean? It's kind of confusing and jumbled and stuff. I could make it into a list easier than I could make it into a blog post.. Maybe that's where I should start.
So why am I posting today? Ah, hell if I know. I'm bored, I guess. Shut up. No really, I just wanted to tell you all that I suck. I do. Why? I'll tell you why.
Because we're not going to see the Watchmen tomorrow. That's why. We've been looking forward to it for some time now.. Both of us have. And I was totally gonna finish the book (but as I told you on Tuesday.. yeah, not so much), and I was totally gonna get the house cleaned up so that we could have a sitter over.. But I didn't.
My husband is very understanding about the suckitude. And I love him for that. But I still feel crappy about it. Not so much just over the whole Watchmen thing.. It's a movie, we'll see it eventually. It was a date.. we'll go on one sooner or later.. Maybe. I say that because the whole sucking thing is kind of a habit of mine. I'm pretty consistent actually. Oh well, someday I'll learn, right?